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Suddenly I know I’m not sleeping
Hello I’m still here
All that’s left of yesterday
rained while i was out playing soccer, on the way back i wanted to just lie on the ground get soaked fall asleep and fall really really really sick and not go to work for the next few weeks.
ive got loads to blog about, all running in mind when i was on my way back home from work
sometimes, we know not to feel a certain way, yet we do, and just emoing for a lil while actually makes someone feel better.
funny how i was counting the days down to the weekends when i started work, and now im counting down the weeks till the next month cause the days pass by so fast at jurong island. yaqin told me today, every good thing comes to end, and i guess she’s right, every banquet comes to a close (supposed in chinese i think…. )
suddenly, i dont wish to not meet the people in the lab, i want to see them, they’re in a way, closer to me than anyone else in this period of time in my life, even church friends seem like they are distant and gone.
i did what i did, so that its… less of a hurt in the future, if you ever saw this and all this while second guessing me.
im such a pain to understand… hahaha, im so unreadable and you’ll never know what im thinking.
i admit myself man, and i dont know why, but im just like that.
let me ask you something, do nice guys finish last?
Someday we’ll know
If love can move a mountain…
Someday we’ll know
Why the sky is blue…
Someday we’ll know
Why I wasn’t meant for you…
christopher
