abandoned to Love and Grace

I’m the hero of the story
Don’t need to be saved

this morning, the sky was dark, and it rained like no tomorrow at around 730 plus.
Then it suddenly cleared immediately at around 8 plus. Certainly… Jesus calms the storm.

I was thinking on hindsight and replying annabel through email when i realised.
I finally know, how it feels like to shame the name of Jesus Christ and to be called a christian when.. i havent been any good.
It feels awful.

School is starting tmr! what a sad thing cause its my last semester in poly and a sad post about how good this journey has been will come later. For now, im just glad im going back to school cause it feels waaay better to be a student and no wonder the guys in army tell me to treasure this time. indeed.
Poly.. whenever i tell someone that i might not continue what im doing in UNI, the first thing they ask me… “then not wasted meh???” honestly? it hasnt, i’ve grown tremendous during this period, good bad and ugly, from the beginning till the end im sure, ive grown in aspects and ways that i wont regret, met different people and experienced different things, none of it i regret.

i still love how my class always creates trouble in a not troublesome way.

‘EH CHER, NOT QUICKSILVER LAH, ITS SILVER SURFER”
‘EH CHER, what is microcope?”

anw, something i wanted to add, today, irwin came up to me and told me his friend thought i was handsome..
HA HA HA, i feel so thrilled.. cheap thrill actually.
this is the kinda thing you ignore on my blog

christopher