abandoned to Love and Grace

Walking,stumbling on these shadowfeet
toward home,a land that i’ve never seen

Under the layers of pretense, there is a fragile soul.
Week in week out, i see, but i pretend not to, i put up a wall so you’ll never know.

Funny how they say, like father like son, when tonight i realized how world apart we are. How different in our mindsets, and approaches, and really,  im just…. amazed that i’m somewhat different.
Cause like they used to say, like father like son.

i was also very very grateful to God, cause i thought that im borned FINE and tried and tested to be all functioning when many people in the world are not, and are suffering for it.

my heart breaks for hurting people who have no parents and for children especially, who have not been loved. Makes me want to do YWAM dts. I think i really want to do it.

i want to… be with God, cook, run, swim, gym, soccer, basketball, study, read, watch tv, play the guitar, sing, play the piano, drums, be a lifeguard, learn a martial arts, learn photography, find you.

running never felt so liberating.

im officially missing you

christopher