So hold on to the ones who really care
In the end they’ll be the only ones there
When you get old and start losing your hair
Can you tell me who will still care?
Can you tell me who will still care?

so its my first post this 2010, and wow, what an exciting year its gonna be….

Lets see, some things to look forward to… Napfa that ive yet to take before the army finds me, medical check up that ive yet to go for to decided how healthy i am and find out if i am dying anytime soon, major exams and FYP (SIGH), graduating and GradNight, penang, and a ridiculously long break before i enter into… slaver.. i mean.. Army.

i somehow kinda summed up 2010 for me already… what the heck man, HAHA.

Gosh, its so fast, i graduate in february, thats extraordinarily fast, 2 months that will fly and two months of chioning whats left of my course.

Havent spent my nights at home properly like this for the past whole month. Been out chilling, eating, partying, chilling somemore, movies, houses, chilling. Its crazy, ever since camp, ive seen a crazy bunch of friends almost everyday. Im supposed to be at a house now movie-ing and rocher taohuay, but i think i need the stop and the rest.
Thank God for the sabbath.. hahaha.

Will have time on my hands next year and how will i use it properly?

Focus on the eternal and internal, having perspective of whats unseen.

christopher

you cant play our broken strings
you cant feel anything
that your heart dont want to feel
i cant tell you something that aint real

December has always been a hectic rush of events or things to do. This year was no exception, late nights and camp, and Christmas and chilling out, stay overs and parties. So much has been felt also for the last month and for a seemingly short 4 weeks, certainly alot has happened.

Camp was awesome, it is time i grew out and gave back to the younger ones more than Youthphoria has served me in many ways. It was God touching in a affirmation way and i think in the coming year, i want to question God more and to dwell deeper in His presence and to seek His treasures and wisdom! I’ve always felt God making us some sorta adventurers of some sort, that we fight and never give up seeking Him.

I must say, i look back at this point onwards and think… God has brought me through many things and wow, from a nobody i was, to a loved child of God, i am truly blessed and grateful to God’s grace.
In the coming year, more challenges, more heartaches and breaks and stomach churning moments and also deep joy stemmed from dwelling in God’s presence.

I thank the people who has impacted my life, from churchies who supported me through and through. Never giving up on me no matter and trust me, sometimes i gave them reason to give up on me, but they never did.

To school mates, clique, you guys brought joy into my life! Cant wait to graduate yet i wished we never stopped meeting, im sorry i couldnt join yall that night but i havent forgotten yall cause i prepared something for you guys!

never forget love, unconditional God’s love that it directs your life

christopher

honestly, two posts in one day, but this is no doubt, the ugliest thing ever. taken from nat geo .com

then again, i take that back, the second one is..

Catch the view and another good book to read,
Sitting at home on the friendly sky’s,
Missin’ her eyes,

i realised, my blog has been on a depressing streak and if you wonder why (IF you’re wondering)

stop wondering. My blog can give you no answers.

anw, decided to have an upbeat post because common tests are over and Christmas is coming, not to mention camp! Camp is gonna be so much fun. Christmas presents for everyone this year!

Need to catch up on unslept sleep because i think for month already ive been sleeping 2am or later and im beginning to look sicker and sicker everyday, like a drug addict. I actually went to school today to study because i couldnt even study last night though i stayed up till 3am plus and i thought i’ll just die. When i reached school… i slept for an hour plus, ha ha ha. I am a genius.

ANW, about the picture.. i just thought he looked so happy… like at the face wide grin… Came off an OCBC bank picture i think, like those ultra huge ads outside the banks. So cute….

recently, i walked around isetan again, where i used to work and met friends and had a whale of a time for a week although i remembered complaining about it… hahaha. so much has changed, so nostalgic.
relived old days with maverick on a bus again too and it was funny to recall soo many dumb incidents, i think if you gave me 1dollar for every dumb incident i was involved in, you could write me 10 onemillion cheques.. or one 10million dollar cheque, HAHA.

ive grown indeed, but much more ahead to grow. and yes.. i would love to grow taller too.

christopher

cause i don’t wanna let you go
i don’t wanna lose you slowly

ive been thinking alot lately.

thinking is good, thinking helps you study, thinking helps you reflect.
you prob wont see this, i thought you cared less
thinking

cant wait for camp in batam!

christopher

dont ever

cause im in too deep.

is there a reason why you’re so far away?

christopher

I’m finding myself, at a loss for words
and the funny thing is, its okay
the last thing i need, is to be heard
but to hear what You would say

Psalm 34:18
¹⁸ The LORD is close to the brokenhearted
and saves those who are crushed in spirit

no more

i would give myself a break,

see you when i see you, if i see you

christopher